Westchester Jarden Olympic Tri – Rye, New York 9/21/14

Westchester Tri.9-21-14 -home again with my Beastie
Westchester Jarden Olympic 2014 — Home, again, home again, with my Beastie

 

These reports get longer and longer, but I promise, a dramatic ending.

I’ve done this race every year since I started doing tris, a half hour away on the other side of Westchester County. This wasn’t my “A” race — it couldn’t be, realistically, as it was two weeks after doing the Toughman Half, from which I had to recover, then build up, then taper.  3 years ago, my goal had been merely to survive this race, my first Olympic; but now, despite the recovery/taper thing, I wanted to nail it.  So, got there with plenty of time, and bumped into so many friends from my town and prior races – Teresa, Tom Andrews, John McDermott, Alan Golds, Drew Ahkao, Dave Bertan (guess that was after the race; he was the first to tell me, “sign up for a sprint, it’s just a sprint!”), BJ Wilson all the way from “upstate”, Vadim (on the beach before the swim); and Ken Fuirst (photos, photos, fresh from his cross-country bike trip) and Bob Gusick, both from HIGH SCHOOL – a real community event, like the kaleidoscope of a wedding where folks from different parts of your life are all together in a room.

And Drew and Ken are pumped up for me, and asking/telling me that with my season so far, I could podium, and I manage to answer, “my strategy? My strategy is not to think about the podium.  I can’t race like that.” And no blame on them, it’s terrific to get their support, but I have to admit, I’m already fantasizing  about the finish line rather than the present, and I have to get my head together.  The swim beach has a big area to the left of the starting corral for warming up right up until wave 7 is finally called, and that’s great. The water is 71 degrees or so, just on the cusp of justifying use of my full sleeve wetsuit (or “weresuit”, a nice typo; grrrrrrr!) which is faster than my sleeveless.

and there I am, chatting up friends and strangers alike, and when the announcer says for each and every wave “you’ll swim to the right of the buoy” instead of “leave the buoy to your left”, it drives me nuts.  (O! C! D!).  All the old men (50-59) corral together and I boldly go to the third row right next to Alan (who took second for his age group last year) and HONNNK, we’re off!, running into the water.

And all I want to do is get through the first 5 minutes of intensity and get past the panic and then get my groove on and I actually swallow some salt water but manage to cough it out while I swim and sight and then immediately, shamelessly, start drafting. Follow the froth, touch the feet of whoever is ahead of me, he’s too slow, grab the froth of the next guy, I am scarcely sighting for the buoys and delighted as we pass the first one on our left, then out beyond the jetty and I am breathing to the right for every stroke, when I breathe to the left I somehow start to lose Mr. Froth. I really should pass this guy rather than touching his feet EVERY stroke (every other stroke might be a better measure) and draft off someone faster, but the ease of swimming is sooo clear when I momentarily lose my “host”, I’m frankly too scared to switch, until we’re heading back towards the beach (hooray!) and my lead is pulling off to the left (maybe to get rid of me) so I jump ship like a good rat and grab another guy’s froth and I am IN and on the beach!

My watch says 26 minutes, a 1′ PR for .9 miles, but the race mat is outside of transition and clocks me at 27′ –  which is still a 2 minute PR for this course.  So, when I’m out of T1 at 29:00, I am delighted. (It helps that THIS year, I went to the right row and could find my bicycle…). The racks looked pretty full, but it’s hard to know how many guys in my age group are already way ahead of me on the bike.  The bike route winds through the town of Rye, and lots of traffic-area turns (“thank you, Officer!”), and I’m going pretty hard, some slight inclines building to mile 8 and so-called Claire’s Hill at mile 10, but it’s really not much compared to the terrain we ride on the West side of the County, what’s hard is the road itself, which is pretty good for the Connecticut portion but pretty horrendous on the New York side.

And damn!  There’s a truck on the course!  When they say not closed to traffic, they mean it! Big green monster, moseying along, and I’m doing 20+ on a flat area, and now I’m not yelling “on your left” to another cyclist but coming behind and then next to the open passenger window and yelling  “i’m passing on your right side!  Your right side!”  passing a lot of people in earlier, younger waves (which, of course, is gratifying), getting passed by some guys here and there, and not seeing anyone 50-54, but out of nowhere comes this guy in navy, with “50” on his calf, and he’s passed me as if I’m standing still, and a few minutes later I realize that was Bruce Cadenhead (who lives just up the road from me in Dobbs Ferry, and once again made the US team at the Nationals this year whereas I had a more humble result in that race) and there’s only two slots left on the podium, baby, cuz Bruce is in the house.

And I hit a bump, and dammit, my left elbow pad bracket slips (I had specifically tightened it yesterday!) and I figure that if the bracket can slip down it can slip up as well so I tug on it and…  The elbow pad bracket snaps off in my hands.  Which I stuff into my back pocket; littering can cost you a penalty, right, Coach?  It’s Mile 18. Seven more to go with compromised, sometimes painful aero position. And damn these bumpy, New York roads!  At one point, big guy with 56 on his calf yells at a guy who’s loping uphill in the left lane and tells the slowpoke to get out of MY way. Thank you, Pedro!  (i guess because we took the time to exchange names, we were both going too slow…)

Got through dismount with no problems (ugh, wait to the end of this report) and transition felt good and no stumble as I put on the racing flats and GO.  The run goes out through Rye Playland’s boardwalk, there’s Ken cheering us on again!, and I’m doing 7:15s and in the bottom of heart rate zone 3 and I don’t know if I can keep it up and aren’t some of those guys running towards me after the first turnaround in my age group?, no other old guys near me but apparently quite a few ahead of me,  Ken reminds me to pump my arms, and it’s only mile 1.

Chugging along, keeping my feet light and I’m standing tall, flat suburban streets, something like 5-7 water stops for 6 miles, grab and go for most of them but paused at mile 4 (where I was starting to feel that familiar “can we stop now, please?” And again wondering, “whom am I asking?”) to pull it together, I am pushing as hard as I can but slowing down to 7:38 and at the turnaround there are those familiar guys again, and it doesn’t matter that I’m passing collegiate athletes and guys in their 30s, the guys I want to pass are too far ahead to catch. I pull through, trying to break 7:30 min/miles, at least, and then burst through onto that last grassy 2/10th of a mile to the FINISH! LINE!

And i’ve done 45:12, or 7:18 min/mile avg, some 40 seconds faster than last year’s 45:55 (7:20).

Ultimately, I did 2:28:10, almost a 5-minute PR for this course (last year I called my 2:32:59 a “2:32”; this year it’s a “2:33″…) consisting of 2 minutes off the swim, the same bike time, almost a minute off the run – and 2 minutes off T1 (because I found my bike right away, this time…). for 8/77 AG, 46/768 OA.

I’d LIKE to sum up with how it’s taken me three days to get over my misdirected disappointment not to have ranked better in my AG, and instead to find the better bottom line: a 5-minute course PR is an achievement worthy of the endeavor, and the only thing I really can “control” or at least own and take some degree of satisfaction. I’d LIKE to finish that way, but I can’t because of the awful denouement:

After the race had finished, i’d had a massage, had some beer, saw high school friend Scott Shaefitz playing bass with band (wow!), turned on my phone to call my wife, I saw and responded to her text: “call me soon, something has happened.”  Turns out, my parents actually DID show up to cheer me on, and saw me come out of the swim, missed me coming out of T1, but at the end of the bike, Dad had crossed  the street so he could photograph me at the end of the bike and Mom stayed by the dismount area and A CYCLIST JUMPED THE CURB AND HIT MY MOTHER!  Must have gotten his cleats stuck in the pedals, or attempted a flying dismount.  And, she tells me (from the ER at the hospital!) this guy just grabbed his bike and continued with his race! Oh, my God, I am so frightened her pelvis or some other bone is shattered, she’s mumble, mumble years old and a broken bone could really change her life, and I say goodbye and shout the bad news to all the Hastings folks gathered post-race (so much for THAT photo opp) and drive too fast to the hospital and… She’s ok.  We wait awhile with Dad to get CAT scan results, and she has a severe and painful bruise on her backside, but ultimately no broken bones and no head injury.  She takes Advil instead of the prescription painkillers and is using a cane – but she proudly chalks up her doing so well to doing her daily exercises.

And it’s a shame she didn’t finish (DNF) the race, because she’d be the youngest in her age group, and had a real chance at the podium.

Toughman Half (70.3) – Croton-on-Hudson, New York – 9/7/14

Timed my wake up and out of the house prep perfectly:  3:30 alarm, stretch my back and that damned right heel, “breakfast” and out the door by 4:30; arrive at 5 a.m, as transition area opens.  Time to rack bike, walk from “Swim In” to my bike ( British woman left a Union Jack shirt hanging from the end of the rack before mine) and from “Bike In” to my running shoes. Chatted with my age groupers, and I am relaxed for a change, I’ve actually done almost all the training I planned, and I feel ready for my second “A” race of the year.

The swimmers wait for wave 2 (with two other, younger age groups!) and we line up on the beach on the Hudson in a bay formed by the Croton peninsula.  With more confidence in my swimming this year, lined up in 2nd row at the end near the line of buoys stretching out towards a small sailboat (we had expected something more impressive, like a full schooner, perhaps).  30 second warning and then GO!

Starts very shallow, run a few yards in soft mud, and the mosh pit begins, but I am managing to get a groove early on and at cousin Rob’s suggestion I latch onto the draft of a guy who seems to be my pace, and I know it must be annoying, but I stay close to the froth from his kick and touch his feet practically every other stroke, and he speeds up a little, and I hang onto his pace for dear life because it IS easier, and I don’t know what he looks like  but I know that the ball of his right foot has a rough callous.  And everything is GREAT, i am humming along and achieving my first goal of the race (getting into my groove and not worrying that my arms are aching and actually enjoying the swim) and we’re at the first and virtually only turn in the course when i suddenly realize that…

My chip has fallen off. And this is the Hudson. And I am not going to find it.

So I stop and shout to a kayaker that I’ve lost my chip (bring duct tape next time!) and he says to tell someone when I get to shore (read: not his problem). Well, the guy I was  drafting has turned the buoy and is gone, baby, gone, probably quite happy to be rid of me, and I am suddenly faced with a Big Realization: this really is My Race, and I will simply do the best I can, because without that tracking chip I may not get any credit for completing it! “I am racing, it makes me stronger.”  So I dive on, see that even though we were supposed to leave the buoys to the left, NO ONE is going all the way over there, they’re just heading for the finish line in a rough corridor  between two sets of buoys and eventually my straight line crosses over the line of buoys leaving them to my left and (as advertised) I suddenly have a CURRENT carrying me forward, and even though other people complain post-race that the current was against them, I feel with every stroke as if I’m borne up by a phalanx of dolphins nudging me along.  And I get to shore!  39 minutes for 1.25 miles (others report it’s 1.45 miles), so i can’t compare it to last year’s 24 minutes for 0.9 miles. (Measuring this course seems to be a perennial problem…)

I get out and shout that I’ve lost my chip, I’ve lost my chip (so much for the placid, Zen approach to triathlons…) and a volunteer says, take this new chip!, they had planned for this problem,  and I tell her my old number and she takes note of it and I cross over the transition mat and it gives a reassuring BEEP and I  am back in the race!  (I later realize they HAD to account for me, or they’d have to search for the body of no. 217 who never came out of the water…)

I am so wacked out by this turn of events that I forget to count the racks to my bike but, God bless the Queen, there’s the Union Jack shirt, and I see my black and red Cervelo and my blue inside-out Vortex wetsuit and start to change and realize, wait, I’m still wearing a wetsuit.

That’s not my bike.

So i run a few feet more, find my bike, swap goggles for glasses, strip the wetsuit (so easy with the sleeveless) put on socks and bike shoes (standing up, no more of this dizzy and sit down stuff) and where’s the chip!  That strip of foam they gave me?!! OMG, they can scarcely give me a second one and then…  duh, I dropped it by the other guy’s bike, and there it is, I am golden again. T1 in “only” 3:41.

The bike is on two lanes of route 9A’s rolling highway, closed to traffic, south then north for roughly 2 1/2 loops. On the one hand I am much more mentally prepared for how LONG 56 miles is, but I had forgotten how many hills there were, 3000 feet in elevation changes, but coach Debi and I have a plan, and I stick to it: z2 heart rate (keep it to 141 bpm and under) and if I stick to the pace I will survive the run. But there are a LOT of 50-54 year old guys passing me, 4 or 5 of ’em, and putting aside that Zen stuff, I want that podium.  So Mr. Gray Helmet and I leapfrog 3-4 times, and he says, you look familiar as he passes, and I say, we’re keeping each other honest as I pass, and… That’s the last I see him.  And no. 221 leapfrogs with me, and I get out of the saddle to stretch my hips and incidentally go faster (though I’m in conservative gears, shooting for 90 rpm and averaging 80) and no. 221 is dropped. And no. 197 Glenn (he’s wearing his running tag) leap frogs with me over longer sets of miles, maybe he’s pacing off me, well, this is MY race, I will not go faster than planned, and Mr. Green is coming in from a port a potty!, he must have KILLED the swim to have gotten such a lead on the bike, and I tell him so as he passes me. but he squandered it taking a leak, and even though he shoots WAY ahead i somehow eventually catch him.

Toughman Half -2nd Place AG
Toughman Half -2nd Place AG

It’s like this:  by the time I turn at mile 40 (worrying that I should have taken that bottle swap earlier cuz I am running dry after my two bottles) I am sometimes in heart rate zone 1 and when I really tuck down in my aero helmet with my face next to the straw on my sippy cup I don’t feel the wind (that everyone complained about after the race) and I am a bullet and my legs are soooo strong and it hurts and I pass everyone, 197 Glenn and Mr. Green and who else is there ahead of me? and I slow down at the narrow winding bike path entrance back into the park (where I almost fell last year) and i am in transition, 2:52

(19.5 mph), WELL under last year’s 3:02, and I am the FIRST bike back on our rack!

OMG, I am in first place. There was no one else who stole a long swim lead. It was only those 4-5 guys. And I waste some energy yelping, “Whoooooo!”

Twice.

But I am not going to survive a half marathon by thinking about the podium, and Mr. Green is getting off his bike as I run out so HE’s on my tail, and his wife says “you’re almost done” and y’know I don’t think she understands and I don’t think he believes her and I never see him again.  But I am racing, and it makes my stronger, and my feet are light, my neck is tall, my elbows are going and I am keeping that heart rate to zone 2 (141-151) for 4 miles, 7:40 for the first mile, slowing down to 8:10 then 8:40 at the slight ascent on miles 3-4 and then… I realize that my HR is good, going  up miles 6-7 in the shade and some dirt and gravel is fine, and the high school cheerleaders are sweet and the focus is on MY race and I manage to smile or at least give a thumbs up for the big photo in front of Croton Dam. But frankly I don’t have the turnover, whether it’s uphill or flat or downhill I cannot get my legs to go faster the bike was too punishing on my quads. And at Mile 8 I ask whether I can stop now, please. And at mile 9-10 it’s another hill and around then comes 197 Glenn, and he is TALL and flows by easy and all I can do is hope Mr. Green doesn’t catch up because I. Can. Not.  Go faster.  Tom Andrews from our Hastings team says looking good just before Glenn calmly goes so far ahead that he either has a 5-10 minute lead or maybe, maybe, he stopped at the port a potty? And yes it’s downhill and I am just trying to stay in it without caving into the temptation to walk. To rest. And the last mile is soooooooooo lonnnnnnng and bright sun on the concrete road, too bright, everything hurts, the finish line seems impossibly far away and I get there and cross it and the run is 1:53:05 (2 minute PR for this race), an 8:38 per mile pace, and it’s 5:29:29 total.

And.  I. Am. Finished.

And…. SECOND PLACE for my age group!  In a race where last year, I just wanted to close the gap between 5th and 3rd place (20 minutes away!). 51/406 OA. Scratching the swim, a 12 minute PR.  And with 2/21 AG (top 10%), I am qualified to go to the 70.3 Nationals.

Toughman Half -2nd Place AG
Toughman Half -2nd Place AG

And the best part: up until Mile 8, I actually enjoyed most of it. It’s the first Tri that i’ve actually stayed present and focussed and digging into MY race for all three legs.  The podium is icing on the cake (even if Coach Debi wants us to avoid sugar!).  I raced. It made my stronger.  That’s all I wanted.

And I’ve never been faster.